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Orang bawahan mula bertanduk..

Wednesday, July 30, 2008 | wardah bajrai

Malam ni aku cabut lagi dari asrama. Hehehe..but big boss didn’t know..this week, hanya satu malam je aku spend waktu kat hostel.. sometimes I feel pity to my roommate. But I told her, kalau malam me on duty and she- off duty, she can go back.. but she said never mind so it isn’t my fault right.. I don’t know why I couldn’t stand live in hostel…. I’m a homey person… ‘homey’ rasanya btol kot.. even during my university days, I went back almost every week.. just ask my friends..slalu je kene sound ngan mc yan… sori ek yan…. Teringat plak kata pengetua aku – semenjak dua menjak ni my boss’s face always 'appear walau tak diundang' in my dream.. menakutkan..

ok… she said this when she asked a.k.a forced me to stay at hostel.. when I said couldn’t stay at asrama coz my mom depends on me to do all the chores.. she said ‘kalau awak kahwin nanti pun tinggalkan rumah jugak kan…’’ btol jugak… homey mcm mana pun, sooner or later ….maybe…maybe I have to say good bye to mi casa but.. I think lama lagi….hopefully..

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A nice pic

Monday, July 28, 2008 | wardah bajrai

My uncle is a talented artist. He takes pic differently. This one, I just love it...

TRY CLICK ON THE PICTURE TO MAKE IT BIGGER..NICE..

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Bila orang bawahan mula melawan...

Sunday, July 27, 2008 | wardah bajrai

My boss is quite autocratic. She’d assigned me with two big tasks within a short period.

Friday- until 6.40 pm; got class. Later that night- 8.30p.m. until 1.00 got a program for asrama students. Tomorrow morning, 7.30am- 2.00pm another ‘bina sahsiah program’. Straight away after that got to teach as usual until 6.15 p.m. so, I went to see her to ask to be excluded from one of the programs.

Me- I hope you can excuse us – me and another warden- from the morning program since we think its too packed. Can u ask another teacher to replace us…

She – ala.. u two are still young . ‘penyapu baru’.. for sure you can do it.

Me – but puan, there’re lots of other teachers who’re free from any task. Please puan, just the morning task..

She – wardah, supposedly, not until you got confirm you cannot say no.. awak patut cakap ye je..your prestasi will be ruined – bear in mind that she’s the one who’s going to write my prestasi and indirectly she’s threatening me….. again…. And again..

- seriously I was/am fed-up with her keep on threatening me and others; non-confirmed teachers.

Me …losing my patience..

Me- puan although I have yet been confirmed, you cannot treat me like this..before this I never defied any of your order.. yes, I have to follow your order but you also have to be reasonable

Her – raising her voice one octave… ‘awk ni dah pandai melawan ek…

Me- tried to calm myself…not defying just stating my right..as my mom always told me to do so…

Her – your mother is not a teacher and you shouldn’t ‘mengadu’ whatever happened in school to her..

Me- she’s my mother and of-course I will tell her everything but puan, once again, I didn’t mean to defy your order, I just want you to consider…

The argument lasted for a few minutes..at last she said.. ‘I will consider it..’…finally but remember wardah.. 'jangan nk melawan je/….’ she said that with a 'tak puas hati' face/

Me – only this time puan..

Later that evening, during the meeting..she said in front of others…. ‘wardah awak ni berkira jugak ek buat keje…’

Me…. Malas dah nk layan..at least she knows now that she cannot ‘trample’ me easily now.. like I said before… ‘I will stand for my right’

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Nasib org bawahan

Wednesday, July 16, 2008 | wardah bajrai

2 minggu lepas. pengetua, penolong kanan, hem..panggil masuk bilik..
kesnya- 'merayu' aku jadi warden.. cis.. mula2 ckp baik2... bila je aku kata tak nak, mula la diorang guna kuasa veto..

'wardah, awk belum confirm lagi, nanti kalau nak confirm, prestasi saya tulis' dan pengetua aku pun tersenyum simpul -- ugutla tu
aku--- bengang gila, terus keluar bilik 'big' boss tu

2 minggu kemudian- pengetua nampak aku..wardah, mcm mana duduk asrama ... bleh tido
aku plak tersenyum- sebab aku tak masuk pun lagi..tapi aku tak ckapla..

tapi sekarang aku dah duduk..dah dua hari, mcm nak nangis je.. aku lagi nak nangis bila hari pertama aku duk sana, berkali2 ayah aku call...ngadu lapar, tak de org dah nak masak..siap nk belikan rotan untuk aku belasah budak asrama tu..

aku cakap ' abah nk suruh anak abah masuk paperke...' dengan selamba ayah aku reply..
'biar, tak yah jadi warden lagi' .. sayu aku..nampak sangat ayah aku yang lembut tu sanggup jadi violent sebab rindu kat aku...

mak aku lagi best, janji nk tepon ppd..nak complain..maklumlah bilik ppd tu mcm bilik bestfriend dia..

hari ni aku cabut dari asrama... aku dah x peduli lagi pasal prestasi aku... rezeki kan kat tangan Allah...

lupa plak..masa aku kene panggil oleh tiga big boss tu, sempat lagi pengetua aku tanya, wardah, balik umrah ni takde ke kurma ke kismis ke utk saya... aku- dah la bengang, minta2 lagi plak '' sorila puan, budget tak cukup''

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a must see

Sunday, July 13, 2008 | wardah bajrai

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shopaholic..

Wednesday, July 09, 2008 | wardah bajrai

Not enough being an ardent fan of shopaholic series, I've become Rebecca Bloomwood now. After throwing lots and lots of money on my every-weekend-vacations (cameron, teluk batik, langkawi..), I had only few ringgits left with me. though I'm totally broke, I couldn't stop myself to buy another shoe today..now, how am I going to survive until 25th July (payment time).. petrol....food...guess, puasala bulan ni... I'm totally a spendthrift.. and now I'm a vacation-sucker too..

broken now but still plan to go somewhere else next month....an interesting place..


hopefully..

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Trip 27-29 Jun

Thursday, July 03, 2008 | wardah bajrai







































teluk batik -lumut- cameron highlands..
this weekend..... perlis and perhaps langkawi too
'life's a journey, keep on walking and never stop'






















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